Monday, August 13, 2012

Ingratitude.

Once upon a time I wrote a little ditty about "The Gap". What I wrote was written as a poor attempt at humor, but now that I find myself in a similar situation there is nothing humorous about the situation at all. I couldn't be more unhappy. Although I am much better off than Miss Boman (Sister Boman) as I actually have a place to sleep (my sister's couch) and a place to shower (not the temple) and good food to eat (pork burritos), I could not be more ungrateful. I am so thankful for my sister though, who is and angel of mercy and saved Holly and me from sleeping at the duck ponds, but day three of fourteen is already wearing on me. Day one of fourteen was even taxing.

Now, now, please do not think so little of me as to believe that I am ungrateful for my sister's hospitality. I am most grateful for it. C'mon, I'm watching endless episodes of Boy Meets World and eating burritos. Nothing could be better.

But I do not belong.

I'm a hobo with a home. A vagabond with victuals.

I had no idea how much I craved independence until I found myself stuffing all of my belongings into my car, moving across town and living from a duffel bag. I have no place. A transient wanderer who craves stability. I am simply wretched.

It goes without saying that I would be a truly terrible gypsy.

-KB


4 comments:

  1. Not sure what to say to that except I'm very independent as well, and I think I'd actually make a good gypsy if I didn't have so much trouble saying goodbye to people and places. Try to enjoy your ideal life (I write that with a smile) until we all go back to school. :) As for your sister, she is the best!

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  2. Do come sleep at my house! At least one night.

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  3. You can totally stay with us!! I need someone to take pictures of the baby when she comes (and is cleaned off and cute...not AS she comes) and it should still be during the gap. Bring your sister! ;)

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  4. Hey friend, if you want a place at Alta for the next week+, let me know. I think I have an open bed in our apartment!
    ---Destiny

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