Monday, May 30, 2011

To Be Like Clive



I am currently in the midst of reading one of the greatest books ever written by one of the greatest authors that ever walked the face of this earth.


The Screwtape Letters by Clive Staples Lewis is a series of letters from an under-secretary devil named Screwtape to his fellow devil nephew Wormwood. If you don't mind, I would love to share a rather lengthy passage that has impressed me so very much.

{Being a devil and a servant of Satan, Screwtape refers to God as the "Enemy" and to Satan as "Our Father Below," so don't get confused, nor offended}.

"Now it may surprise you to learn that in [the Enemy's] efforts to get permanent possession of a soul, He relies on the troughs even more than on the peaks; some of His special favourites have gone through longer and deeper troughs than anyone else. The reason is this. To us a human is primarily food; our aim is the absorption of its will into ours, the increase of our own area of selfhood at its expense. But the obedience which the Enemy demands of men is quite a different thing. One must face the fact that all the talk about His love for men, and His service being perfect freedom, is not {as one would gladly believe} mere propaganda, but an appalling truth. He really does want to fill the universe with a lot of loathsome little replicas of Himself--creatures whose life, on its miniature scale, will be qualitatively like His own, not because He has absorbed them but because their wills freely conform to His. We want cattle who can finally become food; He wants servants who can finally become sons. We want to suck in, He wants to give out. We are empty and would be filled; He is full and flows over. Our war aim is a world in which Our Father Below has drawn all other beings into himself: the Enemy wants a world full of beings united to Him but still distinct.


"And that is where the troughs come in. You must have often wondered why the Enemy does not make more use of His power to be sensibly present to human souls in any degree He chooses and at any moment. But you now see that the Irresistible and the Indisputable are the two weapons which the very nature of His scheme forbids Him to use. Merely to override a human will {as His felt presence in any but the faintest and most mitigated degree would certainly do} would be for Him useless. He cannot ravish. He can only woo. For His ignoble idea is to to eat the cake and have it; the creatures are to be one with Him, but yet themselves; merely to cancel them, or assimilate them, will not serve. He is prepared to do a little overriding at the beginning. He will set them off with communications of His presence which, though faint, seem great to them, with emotional sweetness, and easy conquest over temptation. But He never allows this state of affairs to last long. Sooner or later He withdraws, if not in fact, at least from their conscious experience, all those supports and incentives. He leaves the creature to stand up on its own legs--to carry out from the will alone duties which have lost all relish. It is during such trough periods, much more than during the peak periods, that it is growing into the sort of creature He wants it to be. Hence the prayers offered in the state of dryness are those which please Him best. We can drag our patients along by continual tempting, because we design them only for the table, and the more their will is interfered with the better. He cannot 'tempt' to virtue as we do to vice. He wants them to learn to walk and must therefore take away His hand; and if only the will to walk is really there He is pleased even with their stumbles. Do not be deceived, Wormwood. Our cause is never more in danger than when a human, no longer desiring, but still intending, to do our Enemy's will, looks round upon a universe from which every trace of Him seems to have vanished, and asks why he has been forsaken, and still obeys.


"But of course the troughs afford opportunities to our side also. Next week I will give you some hints on how to exploit them,


Your affectionate uncle

SCREWTAPE"


This week's spiritual enlightenment brought to you from The Screwtape Letters {Letter 8, pages 38-41} by C.S. Lewis.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

At Midnight Cinderella Turns Back into a Pumpkin

In the wee hours of the morning, one might think that all of Provo's citizens are snug in their little beds dreaming of celestial marriages. But last night, I arrived home well after midnight and realized that my apartment complex is full of faithful young single adults who are not only hearers of the word, but doers also.

I locked my car and planted my keys firmly between my fingers. {Just in case any crazed, desperate RM's popped out of the bushes to propose marriage}. As I walked towards El Apartado, I heard a car door slam behind me, and I turned to see a good friend. I raised my hand in greeting, "Heh--". I was cut short by the sight of a beautiful young woman by his side. I quickly scurried away.

Before I could safely make my way inside, I unintentionally interrupted several other couples exchanging goodnight adieus.

I'm so pleased someone is anxiously engaged.


Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Water Water Everywhere But Not a Drop to Drink

It's been steadily raining for a whole week here in the Valley of Contentment.
And look who I ran into after work the other day.



Yes, our outfits do match exactly.


Saturday, May 14, 2011

Tip Toe Through the Tulips



It's summer in Provo, but everyone here calls it spring. I suppose summer here actually isn't until June 21st. So it's spring in Provo, and I'm not going to school. Now that is the best feeling ever.
I have a great new job with great new people.


The sun is out most of the time, and if I had the skin for it, I might get a little tan. But I'll probably stay mostly pale. Which I think I'm okay with.

I can go to the pool any day and at any time, and I like that it's not unbearably hot.

All I ever want to do is do childish things such as playing hide and go seek and shooting passersby with squirt guns.

Summer time is shenanigan time.

And I plan on this being one of the most spectacular summers I have ever had.

I am going to run and hike and camp and swim and dance around like I'm a child. So here's to summer. Wishing you the best.